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so here's the deal...I been married for 1 years and in this relationship for 14 years. We have never been away from each other that long at all. so my husband being convinced that 7/07/07 is a lucky day we plan on him going Las Vegas. So he goes on this trip along with his two married sisters. Secretly Im thinking ok they will keep in check and he wont stray. anyway he says on his trip back that there was this hooker o whatever you want to call it calling him to come and his sisters..my sistersin-law told him to go they promise they wouldn't tell..so how do I take something like this (btw he said he didn't )?
You are one selfish jerk. Im pissed cause you dont call home to check on us. Its sad actually it is quite pathetic. damn you piss me off so bad. your sisters called home..why couldn't you? What a dipshit!! you really make me question everything now. oh yeah and no I wont call or track you down.
Whatever~
N
- Location:in the sweltering pit of hell
- Mood:
aggravated
- Location:no where resembling my former existence
- Mood:
numb
I asked God to take away my habit.
God said, No.
It is not for me to take away, but for you to give it up.
I asked God to make my handicapped child whole.
God said, No.
His spirit is whole, his body is only temporary
I asked God to grant me patience.
God said, No.
Patience is a byproduct of tribulations;
it isn't granted, it is learned.
I asked God to give me happiness.
God said, No.
I give you blessings; Happiness is up to you.
I asked God to spare me pain.
God said, No.
Suffering draws you apart from worldly cares
and brings you closer to me.
I asked God to make my spirit grow.
God said, No.
You must grow on your own! ,
but I will prune you to make you fruitful.
I asked God for all things that I might enjoy life.
God said, No.
I will give you life, so that you may enjoy all things.
I ask God to help me LOVE others, as much as He loves me.
God said...Ahhhh, finally you have the idea.
THIS DAY IS YOURS DON'T THROW IT AWAY
May God Bless You,
"To the world you might be one person, but to one
person you just might be the world"
- Location:Second Star to north straihgt on till morning :P
- Mood:
hopeful
I am an adult daughter of an alcoholic mother :/ I also am an only child. I still care for my mother (long story) she lives with us >.< A horrible existence that I would not wish on anyone in this entire universe not even my worst enemy. She has no one but me and my family (husband and kids) literally she has purged everyone from her life except 2 close friends that live many miles away. She is speaking to one now on the phone as I write and she's talking crap about us. Me and my husband mostly me. She saying very dangerous lies. Quite honestly she doesn't even know the truth anymore since she been in the drunk -zone living her blurry life for 40+ years yes before I was born. Its insane to say the least that on the other side of the walls ?I can here those words Forgery, Im going to find out...I got Stephanie working on it...All boldface lies..blah blah blah to much to explain and more than I can bear. why does this miserable person just keep going? Why does she hurt the only one here for her? why does she talk so much crap about us, me, him? why be so dumb? doesn't she realized these so called people are people we have to face at her funeral? people that will be so confused thinking I was this horrid, ungrateful, cruel, sneaky, dirty, evil, underhanded, crazy child..only to find out I was everything but that..I was patient, kind, respectful, protective,caring, loving, understanding, loyal, compassionate daughter. My goodness this emotional vampire's jsut draining me. She leeches onto my llife just too much..
<3
Nikz
- Location:my corner of earth
- Mood:
annoyed - Music:none
